Some Short Term Solutions to Long Term Problems

Tonight I went to the lawyer with my father and his dumbass girlfriend. It went well as the situation at hand was but the mood was fucked up on my behalf. I can't stand my dad's girlfriend. This woman is so fucking dumb. And he is a pretty dumb person as well and now I understand where he needs someone really dumb around to make himself feel better about his own intelligence. I challenge him all the time and I know he hates me for that. Whatever. This woman is so dumb that when we were by Wall St. we passed the Staten Island Ferry, she was amazed that the ferry was there and asked like 3 times if that was really the ferry. No you dumb bitch, they just put a big ass sign stating STATEN ISLAND FERRY in the middle of nowhere that is nowhere near a ferry for FUN! Then, she was like "we're near water?" ::sigh::

I found out from the lawyer I can get an official ID that I can use for everything through my dad's bank account. Sweet. I can finally do all the things I wanna do now that I am 18. Too bad there isn't too much on my list.

All in all, this summer has been pretty boring. I don't have any ideas of what I should go out and do before school starts or have the energy for it. I need a hobby. It's funny because I've gone through atleast like 4 hobbies and gotten bored pretty fast with all. So, I just keep switching it up between the 4 and make the best of it.

The boyfriend and I are doing pretty well. I still don't want to jinx it and will speak of my happiness in this area no more.

I can't get over what an asshole my dad can be. I hate having to rely on such a reckless, emotionless, selfish man. Everything he does somehow reflects onto me. It's disgusting. I don't do anything and I still get bitched at, blamed for just about anything that goes wrong. There were a few mishappenings back in Jan./Feb. involving his girlfriend and then that's it. I left the whole thing alone because why should I fucking bother myself? Anyway, his dumb girlfriend decided to move out NOW and suddenly it's all because of me and my "behavoir" etc. That's fucking dumb. I hate living in the same house and having to rely on him. I will be happy in 4 years when I graduate from college. Funny how it didn't seem that big of a deal to my dad that I graduate from gay ass Tech with an extra major diploma. GAY